Weight Loss

I've really been working on losing weight ... so here is two pictures and I want to know if I possibly look any different. When I look at myself I still see a really overweight person ... but that still stems from my eating disorder from when i was younger. My perception of myself is distorted and I don't think I'll ever see myself "normally" so please let me know

before after

These are the only two photos i can really find of myself that shows my whole (ish) body obviously i have issues of full body shots.
Nothing is showing on the scale so it's really getting to me ...

Melissa